To be storong。

I've been thinking, crying and walking in the dark.

Many things happened since last week. I'm kinda tired of feeling sad.

I don't want to say " I LOST" but I felt like I lost something that I thought it's precious and important.
Someone stolen from my heart.

Sad news are coming like a wave and comes together and punch my face over and over again.

I realized that I was alone when I was sad.
I have many great friends and I loved by many people, but when I'm in a tough time, I'm alone.

I think that it's trial of life. I knew it.

If I feel the bottom of the sadness or pain. I could be more strong and shine.

It's tough time. Wised someone with me.

But If I could pass this trial, I will live more strongly and beautifully.

That's what I believe.

So, now I feel sad and pain a lot. Cry a lot.

Then see the future, and live in the future.

There is only hope in front of me right now since I lost everything that I had.

So, don't worry about me.

I will be OK.


Mary